As good as it gets?

You know that scene in the Movie "as Good As It Gets" where Jack Nicholson walks out of his doctors office and says to the other depressed people in the waiting room, :Did you ever wonder, what it this is as good as it gets?" and they all lose it. That's how I have been feeling this week. Just bleh, not sad, not happy just bleh. It's been unseasonably cold and wet here in Norther California which may be part of it. Also, my 40th birthday continues to creep closer (the nerve of it) and none of the things I thought I would have done by 40 are done. Maybe I am having a mid life crisis? Quick someone get me a red porsche!